Okay, maybe not so diva. I am just me. Posting about me. Got a problem with that?

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

A broken teacup

Someone once told me that "Once a teacup is broken, it no longer fullfils it's purpose". As silly as it may sound, this quote can relate to the blog that I am working on. Yes, I switch back and fourth from diffrent blogs very often. Why? Because it no longer served the pourpose that it had before.

Just wanted to say that I have purpose for this blog now, so this is the beginning of somthing completely new.

Friday, April 27, 2007

New blog

Why, you might ask? Well, mostly due to the fact that Many things have came up, and deeper into depression I went. This blog was created for one purpose, and my new one is going to fullfill another purpose. I may still keep this blog for things that Are directed towards my readers,whileas my other is kept soley for my mental sanity.

www.invisiblestaircase.blogspot.com

You can visit it if you want, but I don't care at all.

Truly yours,

Wilma

Saturday, April 14, 2007

My brain

Is hurting like non-existent Hell! Gah! *Runs around screaming* Will someone stab my brain for me? :(

Anyway, I am going to submit my Bullies essay to the contest next week, and I am so excited for it being judged! *Insert inflated ego here* I am so going to win? Who wants autographs?! *Cricket* BAH! I see how it is.

I decided that my pen name is going to be "Will Iam" When I grow up. So if you see a book written by him then yeah. You might regret not getting an autograph from me!

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I am reading Sisterhood of the traveling pants, the AWESOMEIST BOOK EVER MADE!

So read it

Cus I said so.

xoxo, Wilma

Thursday, April 5, 2007

Why am I so...

Stupid, and ugly and ignorant. I don't know what I was thinking. I don't know what I am thinking. All I know is that I am a mistake. A huge mistake. I made a HUGE mistake, or acutaly like 409328483409384 mistakes.
Life is a bitch. It really is. I don't know what to think, where to go, what to do, or rather what I should be doing. I am a stupid-ass person who I don't think anyone will ever love. I will be used for the rest of my life. Whoever likes me is stupid. Very stupid, not because of their own intelligance, but because I am the worst person you will ever meet. I am the worst friend you will ever find. And I am the worst lover you will ever see. That is why I will never be loved. I do not deserve it I guess. I shouldn't be here.

Whatever you guys probably don't care so why bother.

Wednesday, April 4, 2007

Save the world, one conversation at a time

MSN Instant messanger is doing a new thing called "I'm" It is so awesome! What you do is pick what sponsor you want to support, then you add a code to your display name on MSN, then you just talk. MSN is donating money to YOUR cause for every message you send, isn't that great?

:) I really, really, really would love you forever if you joined this, I have a link for a few of their sponsors on the navagation bar to the left. *Huggles everyone* If your wondering what I am supporting, then here: I have been switching back and forth from the AIDS foundation and the Stopglobalwarming.org one. All are great causes. Start talking!

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So anyway, I am home at the moment, sick with a 103 Degrees fever. *Burning up* I have been sweating a lot, and now I am getting very bad headaches...
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. Oh dear...Could I be PMSing? Ahhhh!! I think I am becoming the first man ever to PMS. Oh dear. :\

So yeah, if i get pregnent(I can't spell) You will know why. o.O yeah..

Anyhoo, join MSN if you havn't already

xoxo Wilma

Sunday, March 25, 2007

Woe is me...

It is 7:29 in the morning, and in 30 minutes I have to leave to go pretty much in the middle of nowhere. In other words, South fork. It is probably one of the least known cities in the history of cities! Gah! The only good thing about this trip is that I am going to see my mom for the first time in like a year or so...But did it have to be in South Fork, CO?

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This means that there will be no access to a computer AT ALL! Meaning I can't post in my blogs or anything! (Some of you are reading this going "Yes! Finally! Phew!"

But yeah...Guess what? My dad is thinking about getting a Apple imac computer!! They are probably pretty much the best kind of computer out there! It has a built in mic, camrea, and also...*drumroll please* IT DOESN'T GET VIRUS'S!! W00t! This is going to be so cool. Who knows, maybe I will start posting my blog entries in video form? Maybe they will become more interesting. I hope. Anyway, my dad is calling me so...Wish me luck! :(:(:(

xoxo wilma

Saturday, March 24, 2007

Yay! (I think <.< >.>)



Good news: I am on my laptop once again. Bad news, it is projected on my t.v in like really really bad resolution, so whenever I type, I have to zoom in on one small part in the screen, so I can see if I spelled it right, etc. It sucks monkey-balls I swear. *sighs*

Yeah, I know I should be very thankful and such but it is sooo hard to type things right. So yeah, blame all typos on the stupid computer, not my brillancy. Anyhoo, how are you guys doing? Probably great other than the fact that I am posting too much. Yeah also I am being very bitchy arn't I?

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So, enough of my silly laptop problemo. I went to the mall today and spent my 100.00, and I am very very happy! I bought Stuff from gap. Mostly Product (red) I got a greyish shirt that has the words: Discov(red) It is like the awesomeist shirt around, yo! I also bought a pin that has a red ribbon on it (Symboling support for the Aids campaign in Africa) I also got a cool blue and dark blue hoodie/shirt type thingy from Gap. From hollister I bought orange sandles, and this awesomg orange shirt (they match! ^^;) And from sears I got a pair of converse. So I m very happy now! *Huggles everyone)*

xoxo Wilma
(go check out my stories below this)

Friday, March 23, 2007

Perfect? (a short story)


Dear mom and dad, I know thinks haven't been...quite right with me recently, but I can assure you now, in my utmost confidence that things will be alright again.

As I sit here, in the middle of the forest, I start to think about how good my life was before I left. I was happy with myself, and had an optimistic view until january 3, 2002. I guess you are wondering why I left, right?

I was depressed, in the vortex of self-dissapointment, no one seemed to care that I was broken, tired, and unloved. It was this day that I decided to leave my life behind me. I am tired of running. I have exausted every possible chance, I have used my last "get out of jail pass"

The light infront of me is becoming very cold, and oh so bleak.

That is why I am here, misrible and as cold as I feel I can possibly get. I am afraid to open my eyes, aswell as close them. I have been defeated.

If you are reading this, mom, I am gone. You will never see me again.

I know I am not perfect, and that I have dissapointed you, but you have dissapointed me too. I thought you loved me, yet you put me down every day.

Bullys: An essay


Noise fills the hallways at schools. Sound seems to be an essential in a day of life, and no, I do not mean music either. Well, unless your definition of music is constant bickering, fighting, and the calling out of names. You see, to get anywhere in life at school, you need to be vicious, right? I beg, and plead to differ.

A wise man once said " A kite always flys against the wind, never with it". Whoever said that you should "Go with the flow" was completly wrong. Infact, this person was probably one of those few, happy, joyfull people. In other words, a bully. A bully is that person who everyone seems to like, or dislike. He or she was probably the regulator of the "flow" A bully is that kid who picked on you. Only you, it seemed, and nobody else...

After a long and work-filled day, I made my usuall route from my fourth period class, past the crowds, down the stairs, and out of the doors. I let out a deep sigh. The day was over, and I had not been harassed once.

Have you ever took a diffrent way out of school, away from most of the crowds, just to avoid one group of people? School for some people is a battlefield due to the fact that they do not want to "rock the boat" and get others to feel uncomfortable around them. This is what bullys feed off of: Your politeness.

I walked toward the buses, hoping that one of my friends would be saving me a seat. It is hard for a sinfull, gay 8th grader to score a seat on an overcrowded bus. As I steped onto the bus, my heart sank. 'Here we go again' I thought as I slowly walked down the isle. "may I sit here" I asked. No. No was the answer everyone gave. "No your a FAG" "Get away from the bus you QUEER" "Sorry, no room for FAGS" The bus driver looked up through her mirror, observing the scene with an unfazed look. As if she could care less. That was the last straw. I stormed out of the bus, passing bully, by bully ignoring them as best as I could.

I know that nearly every teacher, in this case would tell me to ignore them. And as you can tell in my situation, I did. I ignored them with my best efforts every day that I would be constantly harassed. But alas, I came to a realization. 'Maybe' I thought 'that is really feed off of'. What they really feed off of, as I realized, was your fear to stand up to them.

I ran, I ran blindly, to a place under the stares that nobody could possibly see me. It was that moment that my emotions that gathered in my soal bursted. I broke down crying, sobing for what seemed like hours.

For all of you out there who are reading this, Victim or bully, Gay or straight, Christian or other, Teenager or adult, lets stand together to make our schools a better place. Even if you would smile at someone once the whole day, I'll bet that one by one, we can make this world a happier place. Together, we can foster tolerance for all.

I want you to think about this one, last question. How would life be if one kept their beliefs, but at the same time, didn't bash others?

OH NO SHE DIDN'T!

I want to fucking STAB this person's blog: http://www.shelleytherepublican.com/category/indecent-behavior/sexuality/

Go check it out, well actually don't check it out if you get angry very easily (like me)

Basicly this whole blog is deticated to bashing gay people (in other words, "Fags" or "dykes" As she says)

I don't say this very often about people, but this bitch is crazy!

"It’s one thing to for a kid to call a kid a “faggot” or a “dyke” if the kid
ain’t one. That’s lying and it ain’t right. But if the child is a
faggot or dyke, well, that’s just telling the truth ain’t it? The child
made that choice. Well, maybe that’s not quite right. Kids are too
young to know the difference between moral and immoral behavior. That’s
why the Gay Lesbian Straight Education Network started No Name Calling Week – to
support homosexual teachers in their quest to turn the children of people stupid
enough to send their children to public school gay
." -Her blog

I hope that this lady just burns! She is one of the reasons why I realized that there is no god. OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*rantrantrant!!!!*

"If you catch your child in the act of masturbation I don’t think there is another way than to beat the child. Hard. This way they automatically connect masturbation with the feeling of severe pain." - her blog again

This nearly made me cry. I don't know why but it did. I think that it is really sad that there might be a kid out there being beat up serverly so that he can "Associate severe pain with homosexuality" or something. Ohmygosh I feel so mad right now, and I feel like I want to stab her. GAH!

Also if anyone ever wonders why I am atheist, this is a perfect example.

Anyway kiddos, I guess I am going to leave and go to bed before I make this blog go on for hours.

xoxo, Wilma

Day one..

Without my beloved computer. :( So sad, yesh I know. I mean, come on *Yells at his dead laptop* WHAT DID I EVER DO TO YOU?!

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I think I am going psycho! Ahh!! *runs around the room singing his mating call* Whhooottootthoo! O.o

Ahem, anyway, enough of my crazyness. I have like, a lot of $$$ Yo!

And what do you think that Wilma ish going to spend it on?

You guessed it!

Wilma ish going to the mall, baby! W00t!

So, yeah it ish so awesome! Does anyone have any suggestions of what I should spend it on? I have 100.00$ So yeah. I feel like a rich bitch yo!

And, no, if any one says hottopic, then that ish your answer.

mkaythanksbye!

Love you all! <3

Wilma Diva!

Thursday, March 22, 2007

*Insert obsenity here*

Okay, so for a while now, my laptop's screen has been acting up to the point that it would just freeze, and I would have to hold it in a cirtan way for it to display the information. I mean, I havn't ever even done anything to it that would have caused it any great harm. (Well Except for that one time..) So, anyway what ended up happening was that my dad thought he might be able to fix it right? I mean after all, he was a plummer. I mean, come on people, what kind of plummer of any sort would not be able to fix a computer, I mean geez [/sarcasum].

So my dad opened up the laptop, and took a look at it. He reached out his hand to decide my laptops fate, he slowly..oh so slowly put his hand on the screen and pushed ever so slightly.

MY LAPTOP'S SCREEN CRACKED!!!!!!!!!!!

I felt like saying,

SHIT
FUCK
DAMN
GRRRRRR!!!!

But Instead I said,

*SCCRRRREEEEEAAAAAAMMMMMMMMM*!!!!

R.I.P Wilma's laptop. It died 22nd of march, 2007. :(

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So, your probably wondering: Where are you typing this then? Good question. I am typing from my old crappy windows 98 that I thought I would never have to use in the history of everness. Noneoftheless, I can still be on the computer so it's okay I guess.

Feel sorry for me, feel very sorry,
xoxo, Wilma
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Slow weekends..

Just how I like em'! The day (so far) is going pretty well. I slept in untill 11:00, and I don't have to get out of my Pj's. Spring break does wonders for the teenage body. I feel as though I had never had sleep for years. (Which in fact probably is true o.O)

My brother is watching the absolutely most annoying show on earth: Tom and Jerry. Ohmygod have you ever tried listening to that for an hour? It's like listening to the constant bickering of an old married couple.

Hmm...I wonder if Tom and Jerry are secretly lovers?

They probably are, seeing that they are always fighting and ooh...Poor Tom kitty probably just wanted love and attention so he formed a crush on Jerry, but little did he know that Jerry formed a crush on Tom ever since they met eyes.

...Yeah I highly doubt that Tom and Jerry are a gay couple, unfortunately. They would be so cute together. Hm..Maybe I shall form a plot to bring them together. Yesh..It shall happen, just you wait.

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Xoxo, Wilma

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Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Wilma's blog

Hello ladies and gents, my name is William (A.k.a Wilma will, willy, willis, wilson...anything but bill please), I currently reside in Rio Rancho New Mexico, and just to answer a few questions you may very well be asking:

  • Yes I am a queer, Fag, gay bitch who isn't afraid to be bitchy
  • No, I am not going to hell, I have a restraining order.
  • Yes, I am gay. Are you blind?
  • When did you figure out that you are gay?: None of your beezwax, but if you must know, go ahead and Email me: Love_Is_Like_Chess@yahoo.com
  • No, I do not want to go out with you, unless I really know you well. And/or you empress me with your beautiful charm <333
  • Yes, I <3 style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);">Which is May 31 by the way)
  • Yes, I will answer anyother question as long as you keep a open mind.
  • No, I am not Always this bitchy..(I think)

Rawr! =^.^=

Okay, on to my blog. This blog is intended for my own personal release, (Kind of, hehe), a Diary in a way. Although most of what I say (all of it) Is directed towards my readers, I do not mean to offend anyone in any way. I try too keep an open mind to new Ideas, so go ahead and talk to me, I am not as hard to communicate with a I appear <3. This blog is going to also be where I post most of my works (Short stories, and creative essays mostly). I shall post them as I write them, so don't pressure me to post them. Kaythanks<3.

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Favorite shows:
  • Will and grace, Survivor, Sex in the city, American idol, What not to wear, Trading spaces.
Favorite movies:
  1. RENT
  2. Little miss Sunshine
  3. Chicago
  4. West Side Story
  5. The lake house
Favorite food: Okay, so like, this changes as often as I change my underwear, so I guess I am going to leave this blank.

Turn ons:
  • Assertiveness
  • Has the same intelligence as me
  • Slightly outgoing, smiles
Turn offs:

  • " I cut myself, and I hate my life for basicly no reason! I would kill myself for you" Basicly, No drama, I like sensitive, but not dramatic, there is a fine difference.
  • "I am ugly" No your not!
  • People who would just go out with you because your there.
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Okay, so I am sooo tired right now, and like I think I will die of tiredness. So yesh, this is mostly me, but I will post a full profile tomorrow, Kaythanks. :) I love you all! Love me back now, my peoples.

xoxo, Wilma
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P.S, Comment if you'd like *Ahem comment ahem*



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